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“life will be better in spring”

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school has officially started 2 days ago.. goodbye June hols and hello to school. i miss June hols that i can sleep late wake up late, go out and not think about school, paint my nails different colours every week and now i can't do all this. sucks man! i wish i could like/love school even more like before but i just can't all i could think about is exams,prelims,coursework, N level oral and the up coming N level examination which is coming soon~soon~ each day pass is = to lessons and the stress that is rising up already for N level.. Eng N level oral is coming really soon -6 July just freaking next week.. I'm not worried about English is not a problem for me but Chinese OMFG! I HATE CHINESE!! ROAR! SCREW YOU CHINESE! CHINESE YOU SUCK! but please let me love you for once, begging you like hell to make me love you!!! 26 July the major day. although i have got few weeks to study and catch up on my Chinese... not too late right?! I'm going to get help. and get a damn grade B at least for my Chinese! i know i can do this! Prelims is in Aug just after National day. what a great timing for prelims ah!!! GG! I'M PUTTING ALL MY HOPE AND TRUST IN YOU LORD! i know you will guide me through this journey of studying and you will give me the motivation and sensation to love studying.. i want my sec 2 grades all back!!! where i first starting loving study and the mind set of wanting to do well for every single subject.. i know i can do this and conquer this!! crap all of the sudden i'm having headache.. my head feels so heavy right now.. kay bye for now~

hi~
three days of not updating my blog..
its sunday already. 4 weeks pass so fast. i have to go back to school of hell with lessons/rules and more drama everyday. SUCK ! the reason school is fun because of the awesome great girls in school that make it so fun and wild! love you girl..without you girls i don't even think i wanna go school..
anyway, my week has been alright stayed home on Mon,Tues,Wed& Thurs because my mother needed me.. being a good daughter for 4 days feels good. i should that often :)
Friday, went out with braces buddy(Nicolette) love her to the max.. an awesome pretty skinny bambo girl <3
kay and today obviously i'm staying home since tmr school starts for me and the rest of sg students out there.. somehow life suck..study work eat sleep rest shop travel money! is that all about living or there is more to it? anw, i'm going to push myself to study like scary! YES I AM! 2 or 3 months to N level.. GO GLENDA LIM HUI YING! jia yous!

50 things girls should know about guys!
1. Guys hate sluts.
2. “Hey, are you busy?” or “Are you doing something?” - two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they’re gonna say so there aren’t awkward pauses, but once he’s on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
5. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.
6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they’re going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they’re still loved.
10. Don’t talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
11. Guys get jealous easily.
12. Guys are more emotional than they’d like people to think.
13. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what?!..uh…never
mind..” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he’ll assume he did something wrong and he’ll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
16. Girls are guys’ weaknesses.
17. Guys are very open about themselves.
18. It’s good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don’t let him wait too long.
19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.
21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
23. Guys will brag about anything.
24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.
25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn’t notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if 1 guy’s confused, then we’re all confused.
27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.
29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be mature and grown up.
30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he’s probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me.”
37. Guys don’t really have final decisions.
38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn’t happen that often, so when it does,
you know something’s up.
39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you’re with your boyfriend, he’s probably jealous and likes you.
40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he’s definitely thinking something.
41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
42. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.
43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
44. Don’t be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl’s mind for a day.
50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He’s just too stubborn to admit it.

31 things guys should know about girls!
1. Whatever you do, don’t just show up at their house…they run around in their underwear just like we do.
2. Don’t cheat on them. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud.
3. Beware of every single male relatives and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your butt at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn’t even wait for the damn hat.
4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they’re beautiful.
5. Don’t refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it’s because they’re jealous.
6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.
7. Don’t be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they’re going out with you in the first place, it’s because they like being in your arms.
8. If you don’t sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did.
—8.5. If you DO sleep with them, don’t tell your friends that you did.
9. You can be dirty minded in private, really…most of them are not offended by it…
10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales.
11. Most of them don’t mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you’re a *****.
—11.5. Do you honestly need all your money that much? Be a man, pay all the time!
12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. Even if it’s not a serious relationship.
13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you’re dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren’t dropping her off, call to be sure she’s home safely.
14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to kick the crap out of him.
15. If you’re talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer.
16. Never, ever slap her, even if it’s just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, “Oh, you’re so dumb” or something, never make any gestures back.
17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn’t care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.
18. You’re dead meat if you can’t get along with their pets, parents and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals.
19. Don’t flirt with their moms or friends…that’s just freaky.
20. Don’t be freaked out by PMS. It’s not gross, and it really does make them feel like crap, so be understanding.
21. If you don’t like the way they drive, you do it.
22. If you’re officially dating, and you’re introducing her to your friends, you’d better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.
23. Don’t stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you.
24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them without being asked.
25. Girls are fragile. Even if you’re play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.
26. Memorize their birthdays. You forget her birthday and you’re basically screwed for life.
27. Don’t marinade the cologne.
28. Don’t give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine’s day. It doesn’t have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful. Jewelry is always nice.
29. If you think the relationship isn’t going to last, don’t wait to find out. It will only hurt you more if you draw it out.
30. After you’ve been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond.
31. Don’t ever do anything wrong (well not anything). girls remember things for life and anything you did wrong will be used against you in the future.

I want a boy who will move the hair away from my eyes, and then kiss me. Who will hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. A boy who will sing to me at random moments. Who lets me sleep on his chest. I want a guy who will tell his family and friends all about me. Bring me soup or orange juice when I’m sick. I want a boy who is more goofy than romantic, but knows the right things to say at the right times. I want a boy who will call me 3 times a day if he went away. A boy who will apologize for calling too much, and no matter how many times I tell him its okay, he’d still do it. A boy who will let me gossip to him and just smile and agree with everything I say. A boy who will throw stuffed animals at me when I acted dumb and then jump on me and kiss me a million times. Who will bet kisses on who could beat who on at game. Who makes fun of me just to make me laugh. A boy who will surprise me with 25 cent ring and we could have contest of how far we can spit our gum. Who will take me to the park, put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time. A boy who will kiss my neck, just to have a reason to tell me how much he loves my new perfume. I want a boy who, at night, who will dance in his pajamas with me. A boy who will take pictures in photo booths with me, someone who will never turn down a trip to the lake and who will play tag on the beach with me. A boy who could sit with me on the kitchen floor and eat sandwiches. Who will kiss me in the pouring rain. I want a boy who would try to teach me how to play the guitar, even if we just end up laughing at each other. I want a boy who will run his fingers through my hair, share his lollipops with me, and get along with all of my friends. Someone who would never be afraid to say I love you in front of his friends and someone who would argue with me about silly things just to make up. I want a boy who will take me to Target to just make fun of some of the stuff there. Someone who will kiss me at midnight on New Years and who will make funny faces at me when I’m on the phone. I want a boy who will count stars with me and be friends with my family. I want a boy who will stay home with me on a Friday night just to help me make dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket. Someone who will squirt water guns at me in the house after I’ve got him soaked. I want a boy who looks me the eye and tell me something serious, that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh. A boy who could make me laugh like no one else can. I want a boy who will hold me closer than normal when I’m sick, and would play with my hair. But mostly I want a boy who is my best friend and will always be there for me.

okay since you have been asking me why i am angry with you and stuff just let get this straight into your big damn head that the reason why i'm not talking to you is not because i am angry with you but is because i don't wanna talk to you.. get it now! so stop asking me whether i am still angry or stop getting angry with you kay. just stop.. and get this into your big damn head. i have got enough of your nonsense. bye for now and forever! Loser just get a life la

and to another person my gosh! what's wrong with you.. why have you got to be so childish and make some so miserable ha? just forgive and forget la.. such a small thing you wanna make it so big. dunwanna say anymore. talking about you just makes me blow up into anger..

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I'm back from an awesome camp that totally change life and experienced god's love all over again. all the crazy jumping with the songs. crying my hearts out to him. leaving everything the past the sins that i have done and just looking to him to change the whole new me to a better godly person that i wanna be.. and not to forget the awesome bonding with my DG(agape) you know guys.. we have been through so much and everybody could see that we have rise up and starting to love and care for each other more. It our last EJ camp and i enjoyed myself with you guy and serving the lord for the finial time as the sec4 have officially step down, i know that the sec1-3 would do the same thing as us, serve the lord well. i will miss you guys..dun forget whatever we have taught you guys as well as Melissa and Alicia.






Hi world i'm back from an awesome chalet/party with awesome people and of cause my beloved friend Teresa. ton through the night cooking bbq food non-stop, spamming photos like there no tmr, bathing at 4am in morning and going crazy laughing our ass off.. 7 people squeezing into one bed and sleeping 6plus.. that how we can spend our night up doing crazy thing. that's what i like about spending my time with this bunch of crazy/ happening people (Y)



sup ppl sorry for not updating my blog lately.. nth much going through my life right now.. just studying and more studying to get ready for N level. 2 more months to prelims and 3 more months to N level.. N level can be nth to you guys but it something that i have to work hard for.. don't look down on NT ppl okay we can score good grades too and we are not losers. most of all we have a great future ahead of us if we work really hard.
anw, i spend my day ytd with ELizabeth. haven't seen her for awhile.. aww miss you babe! went to watch Prince of persia; the same of time great show to catch. Shiu love Jake Gyllenhaal because he looks good with shitty shoulder length hair & moustache. right shiu? LOL i agress too his one freaking good looking guy :)
and after that went to hunt for decrotion stuff for that big card for my beloved Teresa! took 4 hours doing it. nice? nice? it will look better without the glitters. i think i screw it up big time. first time doing sth like this. hope she likes it and HAPPY BLESSED SWEET 16! LOVE YOU^^